Selasa, Mei 24, 2011

Wiser

I want you to know that I want to be wiser. Living life the way I am now is really taking the toll on my health, body and soul. To be wiser is to be able to cope, adapt, make the best of any situation that I'm in, anywhere, anytime, without conflicting damage to my own treasure: my body and my sanity.

I want to be wiser. I want to be able to smile at anything life's throwing at me, however malicious it could be. I want to live my life in such a way that people made examples of it, good examples.

I want to be wiser that I can work longer, harder, and faster. I need help. Please, God. Help me.

Jumat, Mei 20, 2011

Could You Tell Me Better?

Could you tell me in a better way other than yelling it out loud?

I certainly wouldn't mind a civilized talk instead of the cavemen communication that we're having right now. I know that you just want to talk using your loud voice and your fists but I know that wouldn't work well with both of us not want to listen to what other party want to say.

Could we sit down and discuss things matter of factly in normal voice without all the intimidating gestures?

I know we can. I insist we should.

Shall we?

Rabu, Mei 11, 2011

Time Flies And I Am Still Here Part II

I forgot to change and when I realized that my surrounding is not good anymore, I felt helpless to move out. The environment that I am living in is not going the way I was expected of it. It become degrade and I have to swallow a lot of feelings just to pass a routine workday.


I know I'm not the only one who felt this way but I do not know where to find someone with similar predicament. This is funny, talking about failure and yet able to keep the lid on emotional breakdown. Such is the challenge these days, right? Keeping it straight, putting up a face, when actually little by little, everyday, you die in layers and bits and parts.