Another Option, Another System

Should set aside  some change for my next smartphone. Just saw a sketching web app that can work with a notes web app that I want to learn to use. This collaboration seemed to be interesting and I think can be really useful for my blogging hobby.

Because open source system that support this app is cheap, I should be able to get one in cash. But to maximize the usage, I must use a larger screen, and that means a much expensive tablet PC.

Work harder then and hope that in the next evaluation, I can get better offer. Only then I will probably set aside some change for the tablet.

When In Trouble

When you know that you are in trouble yet do not do anything about it other than pretend that there's nothing wrong, or being ignorant, or just pray it will go away?

Do you know that helplessness, that despair, the thing that made you just wish you were never been born?

Fight it.

That's what I do.

That's what I try to do each time that stupid ugly feeling came up again. I know that I am stronger than what I showed in the outside.

I know in the end that I will prevail. I know this for a fact because I should.