What's Keeping Me Going?

Lately my work just kind of sucks which made me feel guilty. A lot of other Indonesian are jobless. Even one of my friend got fired from the international company which he had worked for for the last three years.

Me? I'm still working and earning my share that keep me from asking for bail out from my parents. For that, I am suppose to be grateful right?

But here I am, cursing some part of my job.

I had to remind myself again and again to contain it.

Thankfully I have a hobby that can keep my negative auras away. Everytime I had scheduled a hunting, my spirit soar up with anticipation. Like this one time. A friend emailed me that he'll contact me if the shooting he arranged for tommorrow continue as planned.

Eventhough that'll mean that I have to skip a day's work. I try not to think about that. Not now. All I can do is to cross my fingers.