Day 135: I Thought That I Am Special..

In fact, it turned out, much to my bitter feelings, that I am no one.

Like chanting, "I am no one, I am nothing."

And I felt that all my life, I could never achieved first position in anything.

It turned out that maybe I am here, alive and breathing, so others can have cproof, someone to refer to, when they want to spell:

F-A-I-L-U-R-E

I thought that I am special but maybe I am here so others can look at me and feel better about themselves.

Maybe God is a joker.