Headache And Heartache

Here's what bother me.

My own future.

I have this deep-rooting FUD that later in my life I'd regret the choices I made. Sometimes I asked myself that is this is all that's into it? Is this is what I can get from life. The most of my life?

I don't know and I -- like a lot of other people -- fear whatever thing that was -- or is -- beyond my grasp of understanding.