Now What?

That's what I thought right now.

Because now I have been working in a multinational company, which was a hope that I secretly had in my heart.

"What it would feel like, to work in a multinational company? Do I have what it takes to be?"

I know both answer to that questions.

The thing is, maybe I wasn't being specific with my thought/wish/dream.

I should aim to a  certain multinational company -- not just any multinational company -- in a specialized field. That way I have a destination to plan and prepare against. To work myself into.

Now I don't know what to do.

That's why I wrote this, here, as a reminder for my mistake.

No, not for being work here.

Yes, a mistake, for not being really plan my life.