That's what I thought right now.
Because now I have been working in a multinational company, which was a hope that I secretly had in my heart.
"What it would feel like, to work in a multinational company? Do I have what it takes to be?"
I know both answer to that questions.
The thing is, maybe I wasn't being specific with my thought/wish/dream.
I should aim to a certain multinational company -- not just any multinational company -- in a specialized field. That way I have a destination to plan and prepare against. To work myself into.
Now I don't know what to do.
That's why I wrote this, here, as a reminder for my mistake.
No, not for being work here.
Yes, a mistake, for not being really plan my life.
