Wiser

I want you to know that I want to be wiser. Living life the way I am now is really taking the toll on my health, body and soul. To be wiser is to be able to cope, adapt, make the best of any situation that I'm in, anywhere, anytime, without conflicting damage to my own treasure: my body and my sanity.

I want to be wiser. I want to be able to smile at anything life's throwing at me, however malicious it could be. I want to live my life in such a way that people made examples of it, good examples.

I want to be wiser that I can work longer, harder, and faster. I need help. Please, God. Help me.