Just Give Me A Bad Mood

And I'll end up NOT DOING work and instead wasting my day cursing and hating the cause and getting angry at people.

Just like today.

I know that this making me look stupid and childish and emotionally imbalanced (or unbalanced?) which is not a quality that people look after for -- plus people will look down on me.

So this tantrums got to end. I probably have to find a way to positively channel my emotion by not hurting other people. Maybe that's why I have this blog.

God, I wish I don't lash out at people like that.

Look me here stupid. Idiot. Imbecile.