Obsessing With Order

I Do Not Like It When Things Do Not Go According To The Initial Plan. Even If I Had Plan B At Hand, Ready To Use With A Moment's Notice.

I Prefer Order. Surprising Elements Must Be Minimized.

What Is Responsibility Without Trust?

What is Responsibility Without Trust?

Disappointment, That's What.

Maybe my judgement clouded with dislike to someone but to some extent my feelings justified by the way things happened, their causes and effects.

If all would be my own fault, that can only be said as a terrible job. If there's no distinct separation of each own responsibilities, can the organization be effective? I do not think so.

If I get all share of the blame -- whatever it was I am doing or not doing -- and get inadequate pay (according to me and people I asked from), why would I keep on in this company?

Exactly.

Menjengkelkan

Bagaimana mau menjadi profesional yang bisa bekerja dengan sepenuh harus menghadapi hal-hal konyol dari rekan kerja sendiri setiap hari?

Aku juga melakukan kesalahan yang sering sekali terasa konyol, tetapi kebiasaan atasan yang akan menyalahkan apapun kesalahan anak buahnya yang lain kepadaku -- padahal pengawasan yang lemah dari dirinya sendiri sebagai sumber masalah utama -- memang menjengkelkan dan menyakitkan hati. Bayangkan saja bahwa aku yang disalahkan kalau si A membuat kesalahan atau si B tidak mengerjakan sesuai target. Dianggap kewajibankulah mengawasi dan memastikan semua proses proyek berjalan dengan baik.

Frustrasi adalah makanan sehari-hari dalam perusahaan ini.

Jalan keluar yang terlihat hanyalah keluar dari organisasi ini. Tidak usah menghabiskan umur lebih lama lagi di sini. Kebodohan ini harus dihentikan!

Brrrrr....

When the Khilafah is established and the Islamic State governed by Sharia returns, the victims of Democracy in this article will be able to worship in peace.

 

That quote, written by a commentator of this article, making me shudder with a sense of fear.

Afraid And Delay

I am afraid and that made me unable to concentrate. Thus I procrastinate and that created all the delay. Now I'm way passed the deadline. How can I help myself now? *sad face*

Blaming It On Someone Else

It is mandatory that when problems arise from projects caused by lack of management and/or commitment, that's when the survival that's inherent in all animals kick in. People will start blaming each other, exaggerating faults -- or fabricating them -- made by coworkers, partners, subcontractors, or the weather, social political condition, or anything that can be pointed by extended index finger.

Anything and everything but oneself.

Well, many people did it and will still do so in the future.

I guess that's what will happened tomorrow in the meeting. I just wish I'm not going to be send there as the representative of our company.

joyless times

it saddens me that i hurt you no matter what i do.

sad and depressed.

even worse, my daily life sucks because i work on a place where i felt stuck.

you know why i don't change work?

because a change of work will take me farther away from you.

because i am competent at nothing and you know it as well as i do.